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FINDING NEMO.

*sighs* pain used to be here. He was the one who filled this place but now I only ask myself, where he is. He was the one who brought me this far, the one who led me this way.

In my weakness he was my strength, in my loneliness he was a friend, in my depression he was therapist but somehow, I let things fall apart, all that burns in my heart is finding Nissi.

I am sure you all will be like “is this another story?” when she has not completed others, this is the same story, another side of Danca, this is still my chronicle but Nissi is someone special to me, without this special someone I don’t think I will be able to go on, so, I need the help of each and every one of you to find Nissi.

Close friends, we had an intimate relationship, I talked with him, felt so comfortable around him, he was like no other, the best thing that ever happened to me, the hidden treasure beneath my heart and soul, I loved him so much. More than ever I was ready to give him my all, dedicate my whole life to him, surrender everything to him but with time I lost interest, I lost focused, I didn’t know what I wanted, I got distracted, I got attracted and now… I don’t know where he’s gone to.

Each time I feel him so very deep in my heart and then just try *takes a deep breath* to let him a birth mark, he runs away and he’s farther than ever before.

The only thing I live for now, is finding Nissi, I am hundred percent sure when I find him, everything will be complete, my heart beat will be right, my head will be calm. Happiness…will be endless, joy will be in abundance. I gotta find Nissi but I need your help, I need you to follow me through this journey, whatever information you have send it to me, hold unto this story, my chronicle, you can learn from this journey.

                   I gotta find Nissi.

STORY BASED ON: Building and restoring relationships.

HELP TO RENDER: Your idea/and your advice.

To find out who Nissi is, join me in this journey.

                                                                                                    Danca…

                                                                                                    Chroniclesssss………,.

                     

  THOUSAND WORDS I FAIL TO SAY.

Hanging out with girls, admiring their beauty, carriage and flaws, watching how their mouths flow like the river, the words they speak, really confusing but enticing. They speak about boys like chocolate, relationship like its diamond; they laugh over some and cry over others. There is a crush that comes crashing down but they are still able to bounce back, they laugh over their break-ups, imitate their exes and give such a fantastical and treasurable meaning to love.

All of the feeling, fun, I want to share in it, I want to have a taste of the “real life” neglecting the consequences. A novice like me trying to fit into the group of the experienced. So, I started my own love story and that was when things began to go from A-Z. I enjoyed and smiled at everything that used to irritate me, did the stuffs I never dreamt of, I was happy finally, I gained experience.

Love at first made me feel like a real woman, the praise and charming words, so intoxicating but within a short period I pondered on exactly how I got there, I cried like a heart had been broken, apologized like a sorry rag, felt worthless like a full grown woman begging for a ring.

Each time I remember the past mistakes I am like a body filled with regrets. My own first love introduced me to an entirely new world where trust has no value, care is worthless and sadness joy, I am trying to get over a shattered and a broken soul when I get a call from a random person, he asks me out but I refuse, he talks non-stop and then I oblige with the pain that arouses in me. I lay on my bed, crying all night, wondering how foolishness and peer pressure can bring love to a sad world. Late at night, I sleep forgetting my new boyfriend.

This time around my boyfriend takes things too serious when love is dead in my life. I am traumatized by everything that has to do with love but he does not care to understand, so I decide to struggle along but no one knows ‘I am love in a sad world’…this is just the beginning of THE THOUSAND WORDS I FAIL TO SAY.

                                                                                                  Danca Chronicles,

                                                                                                        *love*

 

BUNZA INTRO...

Her beauty, a masterpiece, a handiwork of the most divine so natural and innocent like the morning dew, a rare species with eagerness and ardent flair for wisdom beyond the ordinary, curious as a cat, majestically she stood above the rest, the price is her ultimate desire, despite the obstacles and temptations she strode gradually to the zenith-she is almost there, the ovation are clearer, song of victory louder, the clap thunderous, it’s been a long, painful, sacrificial and arduous journey, she can see the trophy…  

She couldn’t sleep, she was restless. Left, right, up, down like the barber’s chair, no part of the bed seem conducive, neither the blanket nor the pillow could prevent the sound from ending up in her brain, bang! Bang!! Bang!!! goes her head, under the bed seem optional but not ideal, “what kind of stupid school is this, where are the school authorities, this not fair” she thought to herself…Night at Chubby hostel has become a land of “no sleep” a “compulsory all night crusade arena”, once known as the “hostel of the angels” due to the tranquil atmosphere that welcome visitors at night, an abode for the bookworms, a haven suitable to powernap, but all this appear historical…Their voices was tremendous, Laughter here and there, the music was deafening but danceable undoubtedly the deed of DJ Skibo, the  best DJ in town, aroma of roasted chicken, barbeques, pepper-soup coupled with the smell of cigarette, marijuana and booze swallowed the fresh air…sleep was not forthcoming, she took the handout on metaphysics and Logic she had purchased the previous day probably she will be distracted from the noise outside her window, for the fact that it appear vague assimilating was like attempting suicide, angrily she fling the book to no destination in particular…this is her tenth party in less than a month of her transfer to Macaulay University, she hold parties for no specific reasons to her every day is her birthday in a twinkle of an eye she has become a deity among the student, she is gorgeous, racy, posh and influential she is  the most popular girl on campus, just few days in the university  she had already earned herself the name “Baby tipsy” and “lady-money no b problem”…sleep as totally elude her, its 3:00am already and it appear the party just started “na thunder go fire una useless people” she said regretting why she did not wait a week more before coming to school from home, the word “Home” ranged loud in her head, reality hit her “where is home” her eyes where clouded, she couldn’t hold it any longer she let it flow, she crawled back to bed beneath her blanket it rush down her cheek uncontrollable reaching for a tissue, she heard a knock, loud on her door…           

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photo essay.

Show love and care to everyone you come across, you never know whose life you might change. Your good habit can change someone else's bad habit. If the people around you are changing, it is probably because you are changing too. Bad character is activated so also good character is cultivated. There are people all over the world who needs help one way or the other and we can make ourselves "ambassadors of change".
   Remember, you do unto others as you would want for yourself, render sacrificial love, show love. John 13:25, John 3:16. The first commandment. Do not judge people based on their attitude, because you do not know their stories. Instead of judging, why not give justice by giving encouragement to those who are downcast.

MY UNDERSTANDING OF PURPOSE.

Our lives are lived by us, our actions can only be justified by us. There are somethings in life that we would never know, somethings we will never understand, there are some hard decisions we will have to take and make, some will feel our hearts with sadness but the most comforting is "discovering and walking in your purpose". The commonest questions asked are:
       (a) Is it everyone that is with a purpose?
       (b) How do I discover my purpose?
       (c) How do I know if it is the plan GOD has for my life?
       (d) How do I walk in my purpose, how do I fulfill or accomplish it?
 Well, do not rack your brains too much with questions whose answers are already known. Right from the beginning of creation, GOD has given every living creature a purpose. The purpose of sea animals, land creatures is for beautification and life, the purpose of the heavenly bodies is to make a difference between night and day. The first purpose of Adam( the first man created) was to name all other creatures, to have control over them and watch over everything that happens in the garden of Eden.
     Eve was later created and after they both committed the first recorded sin, they letf with different purposes;
-: Adam- till the soil, to feed.
-: Eve- multiply the earth,
(a) Is it everyone that is with a purpose?
          Yea, everything and every humanGOD createdor creates, HE assigned or assigns a purpose to. There is no living creature without purpose. To every man, a purpose has been endowed upon him. Purpose by my definition means, 'a reason to live' or 'something that needs to be achieved'.

LORD! Inspiree: Brokenlifelesslike a tree burnt downa grass gra...

LORD! Inspiree: Broken
lifeless
like a tree burnt down
a grass gra...: Broken lifeless like a tree burnt down a grass grazed upon. I knew someday I will pay I feel the same pain. When I am sad everyone...

Broken
lifeless
like a tree burnt down
a grass grazed upon.
I knew someday I will pay
I feel the same pain.

When I am sad
everyone thinks I am happy
I am like a paper boat
that flows on water
as it is being soaked.

My heart thumps
my mind restless
and my soul wanders
in the sorrows and weight of my burden.

Iroko has its pride
and I crave to be like it
my world is filled with silence
like though it is made of graves
why do people see the outside
not caring about the inside.

My eyes portrude
to see the emptiness of my world
the strength behind my effort,
my legs seek to go beyond
but my body is lifeless.

Why am I shattered?!
the unknown torments my knowledge
people build a wall in the centre of me
I am not able to go neither here nor there
my life is dependent upon people
I am so broken
I am the same as a mirror
I only see what you put in front of me
but the back is a secret.

GALLERY.

GOD WILL ALWAYS STAND BY US.

LORD! Inspiree: DANCA CHRONICLES.

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DANCA CHRONICLES.

I have spent my whole life thinking about myself and no one else, "What if she hates me? Whaif I end up messing up? I am alone in this cruel world where depression is the order of the day.
  I smile on the outsidebut on the inside its a constant battle. I am determined to conquer but in actual fact what am I conquering? My head is boiling hot and my thoughts race constantly, "No one cares about you", I hear a voice say in my head.
 My life has been an everyday torment, when I knew not GOD, it was terrifying but when I knew GOD or met HIM, the torment came to a low key. I join a group and the next thing I know, I feel apart when I am there and together when I am apart. I wonder what makes others better and I only realise it is I that feels worse.
  I want to pray, read, sleep, I need a friend and I need no one, there are too many wants to know where exactly my direction is and the path I am to tread upon.
  I disappoint everyone but most especially I disappoint myself, I feel bad when people around me are sad but used when I do good to them.
  My world has been a fight from day one and it is true, no one knows what you are going through unless you let them know, they only understand what you show and tell them.
  If you ask me about friends, I will simply ask back, "Do they really exist?" I have been hurt too many times by the one friend I thought I could trust (myself), so, now all I see are people who try to make you happy when you are filled with so much sadness.
 I am sure your heart is filled with PITY for me, considering how miserable my life seems to be, well, do not have pity on me. My journey as only begun and I believe somewhere in my free heart that my Redeemer liveth and is coming for me *smile*. It does not end, I hope that you continue this journey with me as I make a chronicle of the vain (life). I am the Danca on a mission to conquer myself (bring my body to subjection), the worldand the vanity that eludes our soul.
            MY WEAPONS:   Holy Bible, prayer and praise, book and biro, talent, evangelism and inspiration, fun with the 'G' factor.
       REMEMBER: If you do not know me, do not judge me unless you have tried to know me.

A FAIRLESS WORLD.

We were given what we needed
by HE who created us
when we got into the world
we wanted more.

Man became selfless
man became selfish
we fought for our own
but never gave to those who needed it.

When our pains started
we all wondered why!
why why!!
are we in a selfless world?

GOD was fair to us
HE is fair to us
and will be fair to us
but when man cared less
we began to live
innothing but
a fairless world.

LORD! Inspiree: DANCA CHRONICLES.

LORD! Inspiree: DANCA CHRONICLES.:   Thunder and lightning strikes the whole town, the cry of a baby is heard, the Chief priests play the Harp welcoming the entrance of the...

DANCA CHRONICLES.

 

Thunder and lightning strikes the whole town, the cry of a baby is heard, the Chief priests play the Harp welcoming the entrance of the Danca.
    Her beauty so soft, scary fair, shinning diamond pearl. Her tears moved sweetly as the sweetness dripped from the rain. Her parents feared because her eyes were like no other(unique).
    She grew up of course, not as any ordinary person but as the beauty of the town.
  Her talent is wise, appreciateful common but different good. She danced swiftly, moved melodiously, she was charming, scary and scared, shy but sure.
 she never showed it though she hid it and danced for those who wanted to see. Troubled about the world, restless with her thoughts, she danced till the world noticed, not giving up her gold, she walked her way to high inspirations.
   This is my story, like I said before my name is Marie. St. Luke, I was the one who gave you the rules to become a star under the spotlight. Well, this is how I played mine according to the rules......Danca chronicles.

SAVE THE FROGS.

Amphibian frogs

love warm and cool places

where there is peace and love

in unity they stand

in pain they grieve together.

They are slimy, webbed-feet

they are self-protected

they are lousy

and hardly ever quiet.

Frogs are beautiful

they come in varieties of colors

frogs are friendly

frogs are happy

frogs mind their business.

Frogs are of no danger to man

unless if diisturbed

frogs are quiet

they deserve a chance to live.

On raining days

they come out

frogs are playful

frogs are the best pet

to share a problem with.

Frogs live both on land and water

frogs can barely hurt a man

except if attacked.

Sadness will roll down my cheeks

if all frogs were killed

except one

emotions will rumble in my heart

pity on my face

my hands full of pain

but my heart full of love

if I foundonly a survivinng frog.

Frogs are prone to danger

some die of infectious diseases

their habitat easily polluted

some farmers perform over harvesting

and other times Frogs die from nature.

Frogs are cool

their bulgy eyes unique

and the coolest tongues

that can be elongated and folded.

If I am giving a chance

through members of media

big personalities, hand-bills

I will ensure that the frogs

are properly taking care of

their habitat safely kept

and it is pollution free.

Save the Frogs

save a life today.



www.savethefrogs.com.

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FREEDOM.

In the movies I watch and even some of my friends, the common thing we teenagers wish for is freedom. Freedom to make our own choices, do what we want to do and be all of our dreams. In the past years, this as caused alot of arguement though it sometimes feels like our parents are wrong but have you everconsidered the fact that they can be right; which is why I have decided to use my own little experiences to write on this topic. In recent times I have realised that the more children grow up the more they seek for unwanted freedom includingmyself sometimes...*laughing*.
        Our parents can be annoying (yeah), authoritative and you now always wanting to be in control. Most especially, when they are old. According to some teenagers, their parents become unbearable and demanding/expecting. some say theirs are worse but I sy all parent have the same good intentions and motives and one thing they never fail to do is shower us with love and care. they can hurt us, go to extremes but it is always because they want the best. When my parents scold me, spank me, I get angry and then I act rude so they ask me to leave. I go and sit down and a simple question comes to my mind, "What if they were not here?"when you are down, when you have no friend, when you have no where to go or no one to go to, they will be your guardian angel at lonely and confusing times. There are two most important people in your life, GOD and your parents.
    It is your actions of today that speak foryour tomorrow. To end this,I want each and everyone of you to know that thw word PARENTS represent six of the greatest things in life. Appreciate your parents:
        In cold weather,
         they offer blankets, socks, cardigans
        and they also cuddle us.
        When a situation becomes stormy
         they put our needs first.

         When we want to get involved in something
          they seek to know more
          they ponder more than we do
          when we want to hang out with friends
          they question the friendship
          that is a stranger to them.

          When we offer advice
           when we make a decision
            they respect all
            believing in us.

           Before we wake go to school
           they educate us
           for our traditions
            they educate us.

            It never matters
            if it is we
            they are ready to do all good.

            When we make a mess
             they tolerate us
             when we make mistakes
              they tolerate some mistakes.

              Before we start making friends
              they are our best friends
              before we start attending parties
              we have family dinners.
               They all stand as one
               ready to fight for their children.

               In Afirca, Asia, Europe
               parents are all the same.

PROTECT, AUTHORITY, RESPECT, EDUCATE, NURTURE, TOLERATE AND SOCIALISED.
   STAY BLESSED.

THE STARS THAT CAUGHT MY EYES.

A STAR UNDER THE SPOTLIGHT.

                            

Marie St. Luke is what most people call me but I call myself Marie star simply because I have the looks, the brain and the talent. Now all I need to exhibit all of these is to become more talented, well-known and the fame is mine, as easy as this might sound there are a lot of rules to becoming a star and I call these rules; climbing the ladder to get to the roof top.

    In my world, we have the good and bad, being bad to some people brings all of the fame but in the game of fame, the good is what rules and the bad fails. Today, when they were to choose the head of all prefers, Zainab was chosen not because she was brilliant but her good justified all of her other qualities so also according to the bible, the good is always victorious and the bad always has a story to tell. The bad can be well-distinguished from the fame.

   Rule#2, according to the bible, a woman who has self-respect is to be praised and adored, so in the world of fame in order for you to excel, you need to have self-respect and also know how to work our ways through the days of our fame.

   Rule#3, never let the fame work you out but instead work the fame out, life might be difficult when you let the fame take control of your personal and public life. Living a famous life might be hectic if only you do not have fun with it but as you live the world of fame, you should also learn to play with it.

   Rule#4, never get desperate for fame, you should never chase a dream of fame but you always live a life of fame and never let your thirst for fame betray what your true personality is.

   Rule#5, fame is innocence, you should never be found in a place full of guilt but a place of innocence, avoid a life full of black sheep. When it comes to fame, the innocent is always adored and the centers of attraction just like Carrie Underwood and Casting crowns.

    Rule#6, you should know the rules of fame before striving to get it because when you have the fame but lack the intelligence and rules of the game then the player is bound to loose just as in Scrabble game.

   Rule#7, never tell a lie. You never know who may hear the lie, so you have to be sure of what you say before you say it because as long as you are famous, the paparazzi knows all your moves and is ready to capture what you said and what you did not even say.

Rule#8; never go against the rules of righteousness. Without criticizing anyone most people with the world’s highest fame and popularity lack what is called righteousness and as it is commonly said ‘what goes up must come down’, also those whose fame is not built on GOD are on a slippery ground. Do not always expect to remain in a particular position because life is full of ups and downs. GOD loves the righteous ones.

    

WHERE A HEART belongs.

I passed three valleys
valley of mistake
valley of regret
valley of realisation
all three valleys
connected to each other.

Valley of mistake
gave me what I needed
but showed me
I needed it not
but I still went ahead
with cries and sadness.

Valley of regret
made a dream seem like reality
gave me forceful happiness
unrequested choices
confusions
gave me what I never needed
I walked away from it
and walked into...

Valley of realisation
this gave me pleasure
built me in all facets of life
happiness filled my emptiness
relief conquered my stress
but doubt ruined my faith
my mouth ran faster
and then my realisation quickly.

I desired to remain in this valley
but I needed rehabilitation
to prepare myself
for all possible risks
I wish to back out
but I want to know
where a heart belongs.

We Are Who We Are......................

There is a time in life where the battles we are facing is not from the enemy but from us and this is were the greatest defeat comes from(conquering yourself), for every battle there is a winner and a loser, to every problem there is a solution. There are teenagers all over the world battling with either of these problems; drug addiction, sex addiction, inferiority complex, negativity, some are abused by their parents, relatives which can be traumatising to these things, thereby making them feel defeated but today I want all you Bees to know there is a seed of greatness in each and every one of us, so no matter what the problem may be, you should never look down on yourselves because GOD still looks up on you with love.

Other times ask yourself this, how do I see myself inside? is this who I really am?

Even when you feel weak, pray day and night without ceasing, Philipians 4:13, read the word of GOD endlessly for the greatest nowledge and discovery lies in it. "One with GOD is a majority", fire and Dove represents the Holy spirit.

Five steps to carryout in life:

1) Acknowledge, repent, seek forgiveness and invite the Holy spirit ( John 1:12).

2) Intercession ( Job 42:10, on behalf of your friends, family and others).

3) Instruction- divine direction.

4) Obedience.

5) Divine intervention.

Always note that our sins can never be too much or we too unclean to seek repentance because our repentance is what gives GOD joy in Heaven and we victory.

MARCH.

                                 MARCH.

March is the month of all things forward, the month of peace at last. March is the well-packaged month of marching forward, accelerated promotion, reformation, change, everlasting happiness (joy).

   March is a platform for climbing to the next level, experiencing double folds and upward growth in our lives. The bible says, ‘Seek ye first the Kingdom of GOD and His righteousness and all other things shall be added unto you’. The bible has made it clear, what each and every one of us has to do in order to get our additions, our blessings, our packages in his month of March. Those who are with GOD will always get eternal packages.

   I beseech you all my dearest Bees, GOD has declared in His word that we should call upon Him, He will show us great and mighty things, that which have not known. Seek GOD like never before and your lack will be changed to sufficient, marching forward, accelerated promotion, reformation, changes and joy will be yours this morning and forever. These are my prayers and advice to all my Bees all over the world. May GOD see us through our journey(s) in life. Stay blessed.

            Beelicious.